I will take heed to my ways
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I said to myself, “I will be careful not to sin by the things that I say. I will not say anything to complain to you while wicked people are near to me and can hear me.”
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So I was completely silent, and I did not even talk about things that were good; but it was useless because I began to suffer even more.
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I became very anxious in my inner being. As I thought about my troubles, I became more worried. Then finally I said this:
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“Yahweh, show me how long I will live. Tell me when I will die. Tell me how many years I will live!
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It seems that you have caused me to live only a short time; my lifetime seems nothing to you. The time that all we humans live is as short as a puff of air.
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Then we disappear like a shadow does. It seems that all that we do is for nothing. We sometimes get a lot of money, but we do not even know who will get it after we die.
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So now, Yahweh, I can expect to receive nothing from anyone else. You are the only one from whom I confidently expect to receive blessings.
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Deliver me from the sins that I have committed. Do not allow foolish people to make fun of me.
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I did not say anything when you punished me because I knew that you were the one who caused me to suffer.
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But now, please stop punishing me! If you do not do that, I am about to die because of how you make me suffer.
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When you rebuke someone and punish him for the sin that he has committed, you destroy the things he loves like moths eat away at clothing. Our lives disappear like a puff of air.
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Yahweh, listen to me while I pray; pay attention to me while I cry out to you. Help me while I am crying. I am here on the earth for only a short time, like all my ancestors.
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Now please allow me to be alone and do not punish me anymore so that I may smile and be happy for a while before I die.”
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