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“But now, men who are younger than I am make fun of me, men whose fathers I greatly despised, their fathers, whom I would not even have allowed to help my dogs guard my sheep.
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They were men who were old and weak; what could I gain from having these men work for me, even when they thought they were strong?
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They were very poor and hungry, so that they chewed on roots at night in dry and desolate places.
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They pulled up plants in the desert and ate them; they warmed themselves by burning the roots of broom trees.
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Everyone shouted at them, “Stop, thief!” and drove them from their area.
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They were forced to live in riverbeds, in holes in the ground, and in the sides of cliffs.
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In the bushes they howled like animals because they were hungry, and they huddled together under thornbushes.
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They were people without good sense, whose names no one knows; they were driven out from the land where they were born.
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Now their children sing songs to make fun of me. They tell jokes about me.
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They are disgusted with me, and they stay away from me, but when they see me, they are happy to spit in my face.
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It seems as though God had cut my bowstring and caused me to be unable to defend myself; he has humbled me, and my enemies have done to me whatever they wanted.
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Gangs of these people attack me and force me to run away; they prepare to destroy me.
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They prevent me from escaping, and there is no one to keep them from attacking me.
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It is as though I were a city wall and they had broken through it, as though they had come crashing down on me.
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I am very terrified; my dignity has been blown away by the wind, and my prosperity has disappeared as clouds disappear.
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Now I am about to die; I suffer every day.
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My bones ache during the nights, and the pain that torments me never stops.
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It is as though God had grabbed my clothes and choked me by the collar of my coat.
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He has thrown me into the mud; I am not worth anything more than dust and ashes.
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I cry out to you, God, but you do not answer me; I stand up and pray, but you do not pay any attention.
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You act very cruelly toward me; with all of your power you cause me to suffer.
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You allow the wind to lift me up and blow me away; and you make a violent storm blow me around.
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I know that you will cause me to die, which is what happens to everyone who is alive.
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When people experience disasters, they sit on a pile of ruins and cry out for help; they certainly cry out for help.
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I myself wept for people who were experiencing troubles, and I felt sorry for poor people.
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However, when I expected good things to happen to me, evil things happened; when I waited for light, I experienced darkness instead.
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I am very distressed all the time; I suffer every day.
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I go about very discouraged; I stand up and plead for people to help me.
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My wailing is as sad as jackals and ostriches in the wilderness.
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My skin has become dark and is peeling off, and I have a fever which causes my body to feel as though it were burning up with a fever.
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Previously, I played joyful music on my harp and with my flute, but now I play only the sad music of those who mourn.”
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