Job: I want to ask God for forgiveness
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“My soul has been weary of my life, I leave off my talking to myself, I speak in the bitterness of my soul.
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I say to God, Do not condemn me, || Let me know why You strive [with] me.
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Is it good for You that You oppress? That You despise the labor of Your hands, || And shine on the counsel of the wicked?
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Do you have eyes of flesh? Do You see as man sees?
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[Are] Your days as the days of man? Your years as the days of a man?
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That You inquire for my iniquity, || And seek for my sin?
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For You know that I am not wicked, || And there is no deliverer from Your hand.
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Your hands have taken pains about me, || And they make me together all around, || And You swallow me up!
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Please remember || That You have made me as clay, || And You bring me back to dust.
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Do You not pour me out as milk? And curdle me as cheese?
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Skin and flesh You put on me, || And fence me with bones and sinews.
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Life and kindness You have done with me. And Your inspection has preserved my spirit.
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And these You have laid up in Your heart, I have known that this [is] with You.
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If I sinned, then You have observed me, || And do not acquit me from my iniquity,
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If I have done wickedly—woe to me, || And righteously—I do not lift up my head, || Full of shame—then see my affliction,
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And it rises—as a lion You hunt me. And You turn back—You show Yourself wonderful in me.
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You renew Your witnesses against me, and multiply Your anger with me, || Changes and warfare [are] with me.
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And why from the womb || Have You brought me forth? I expire, and the eye does not see me.
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I am as [if] I had not been, || I am brought from the belly to the grave,
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Are my days not few? Cease then, and put from me, || And I brighten up a little,
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Before I go, and do not return, || To a land of darkness and death-shade,
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A land of obscurity as thick darkness, || Death-shade—and no order, || And the shining [is] as thick darkness.”
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