The Great Gospel of John
Volume 4
Jesus' Precepts and Deeds through His Three Years of Teaching
Jesus near Caesarea Philippi (cont.)
- Chapter 194 -
Oubratouvishar shows his people the personal God in Jesus.
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(Oubratouvishar:) "Only back home in our hot country did I got the visions! I told them to you as faithfully as I have received them through the apparent mercy of the most highest spirit, and you all had the greatest joy about it, making you jumping up and down like young lambs on the pasture. Despite your happiness and cheerfulness, you nevertheless envied me in a honourable way in your hearts, because the wish was growing inside you to also have such visions. When I started the trip to here with my twenty companions after receiving secret instructions seven times, you could not endure it longer than half a day without me. You followed me and miraculously caught up with me here.
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Now we are at the holy place of the directions in my visions, and here we have infinitively more than Memphis, Karnag at Korag and the greatest temple in the world Ja bu sim bil, infinitively more than the most secretive I-sis picture! Look at the large table! In the centre of it, dressed in rose red clothes and a blue pleated coat, over His shoulders flowing dense, golden-blond hair, sits not only the most highest divine spiritual, but also bodily the most highest God-being, - the most living picture of the uncovered I-sis!
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When the governor laid the love for the infinitive God-being on our hearts, we felt, that the small human heart is completely incapable of such love, and thought and also said it, that we could love a personality carrying the fullness of the spirit of God above all, however, an infinitive divinity or infinity filled by the spirit of God, as something incomprehensible could not be loved, except if the love for such an infinitive God-being consists of the wondrous pressurizing of the too small, trifle person by the infinitive primordial divine omnipotence.
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How much were we not refreshed by the statement of the governor, saying that Moisez finally has seen the back of the primordial everlasting Godhead, even if his face shone so bright for seven years because of the indescribable highest light, that no person could look at him without going blind, and therefore the wise during that time had to cover his face with a threefold blanket. O, this story of the governor has refreshed us a lot, because by that we began to imagine the possibility of a personal God! From then on we began to love the most highest God-being, and as a result of our love I infallible received my seven visions as invitation to here, since without it we would never could have come here.
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We now have the most highest God-being personally in front of us, and He instructs us to do nothing else for our completion, than to love Him above all and each other like everyone necessarily loves himself!
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What are you saying to all this, my dear brothers and sisters? What are you feeling now, and what thoughts are keeping your hearts busy? O speak now and worship the most holy, everlasting primordial spirit, this God, whom until now, no mortal could imagine! Speak, speak! What are you thinking and feel right now? What are you experiencing now?"